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Guess what, today i did so many things.. n im so proud of myself =)
1. I woke up super early at 7.15am to take passport photo
2. Applied student pass online
Er... that's all.. wtf! but then that's quite an achievement alr since the rest of the days, im just lazing around. playing games and taking quiz, watching tv, play ds sleep bla bla bla..
http://sweatlee.com/ - introduced by gracecia. and it's really getting to me. she keeps saying wtf wtf. and her comments too. so now when im like typing i keep using that too. omg. i dont really like to use swear words but somehow, when i type it just comes out. so anyway yeah. i still dont use the word in conversations. maybe i will try to quit. haha maybe!
there's this 2 drama im watchin now, both are super irritating. but so real life. makes me think of many things. that's all. haha im too lazy to say what happened in the drama but it is soo true.
okay thats all =) i wana go to london!
Monday, July 6, 2009
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Good day
Lee Phin is waiting for her downloads
Lee Phin is waiting for Flo
Lee Phin is waiting for Uni to commence
Lee Phin is waiting for PG
Lee Phin is waiting for her game
Lee Phin is waiting for dinner
Lee Phin is waiting for air ticket
Lee Phin is waiting for fb msgs
Lee Phin is waiting for a hp msg
Can anyone wait for so many things at once??! haha
Lee Phin is happy that she is, was, have been lazing around
Lee Phin is happy that her close friend who ditched her to go some where last time (*ahem*) has a bf now =) (super happy)
Lee Phin is happy Nicole won a dance competition n is richer now!
Lee Phin is happy that PG has business
Lee Phin is happy her ex-classmate is going to have babies soon
Lee Phin is happy for true friends
Lee Phin is happy for people who seek the truth
Lee Phin is happy about the weather
Lee Phin is happy & contented =)
Sel & Rod, Happy birthday =)) Have a good one yeah
Lee Phin is waiting for Flo
Lee Phin is waiting for Uni to commence
Lee Phin is waiting for PG
Lee Phin is waiting for her game
Lee Phin is waiting for dinner
Lee Phin is waiting for air ticket
Lee Phin is waiting for fb msgs
Lee Phin is waiting for a hp msg
Can anyone wait for so many things at once??! haha
Lee Phin is happy that she is, was, have been lazing around
Lee Phin is happy that her close friend who ditched her to go some where last time (*ahem*) has a bf now =) (super happy)
Lee Phin is happy Nicole won a dance competition n is richer now!
Lee Phin is happy that PG has business
Lee Phin is happy her ex-classmate is going to have babies soon
Lee Phin is happy for true friends
Lee Phin is happy for people who seek the truth
Lee Phin is happy about the weather
Lee Phin is happy & contented =)
Sel & Rod, Happy birthday =)) Have a good one yeah
Saturday, July 4, 2009
To: Connie Tok Jiahui
Actually i shouldnt be explaining anything cause im not wrong and my conscience is clear. But, i just feel that maybe i shud say something so that ur friends know that u shud stop denying by now. and this post is not meant to cause anymore arguments and neither am i tyring to push the blame away..
Seriously I dont know what is your problem. You deny everything you did. Maybe you have short term memory. Let me refresh you..
Last time when there was a problem in between our clique, u made it such a big deal. not talk to me for a week or more n x did it for u.. came talk to me and all that. and then after that, u werent happy either. u just went on to spread rumours saying im a slut and etc. i didnt even breathe a word about u then. and a gd fren of mine had to talk to u and all that to make u stop. did you remember that you were uncontrollable? u kept talking and talking. kept shedding crocodile tears. saying that i did this all to u. i was the one who spread rumours about you.. but since when? i didnt even say a word okay. and you wrote letters to me and all that. you told me that x hates me doesnt want to talk to me. and then because of that, i didnt dare talk to x. and now, x and i are like shit! and then you come and tell me that it wasnt x who didnt want to talk to me. it was u who didnt had the mood to talk to me. it was u who just made up a reason to make me stay away from x. why did you even do that?! you know x meant so much to me. im grateful for her to take me in when i had no place to stay. now, i cant even thank her parents properly. i cant even go to her house. do you know what u did? cause u were selfish at the moment. and okay i admit im the dumb one who listened to u. i shud have just went to talk to her. and cleared things. but i didnt because i didnt want to hurt x further.
i rmbr u did this all to me but i just put it past me cos i believe that since we are in different classes already, it would be a waste like since we used to be friends and all that. i rmbr texting u to ask u if u wana go to the australian education fair with me. cause ur the only one i know who is close to me and wants to go to australia. and all the times i asked u out but u rejected. and i know that i am at fault for not following up but i really tried very hard to be friends with you again .. but because u have a new bunch of friends, i became no one. and i rmbr the times i talked to you on msn asking you about so many other things like work and school and etc. but all you can rmbr is that i used you to interrogate you bout k? i surely hope that your memory cells arent failing you yet..
and i didnt talk to you just to ask about k you know. you seem to have forgotten that we were talking about ns. the guys were going into army and then so i asked around who is going in soon and you said g so i asked then k gona be very sad loh and all that. so we talked about it. i didnt like purposely ask u like how r they doin or whatsoever did i? n then u told me about the part that k n p were together before and then k didnt want him. so of course i was shocked. how can i not be shocked! from what i know fr the past i mean since p and i are together, all his friends are like telling me that yeah p likes her before. but yeah i can accept it. i mean i can even accept it if they were together before. but what i cannot accept is that what if this spreads out to others and u know p and i have a v tough relationship. the distance takes a toll on us each and every day you know. and u know what happens if this makes us argue? i wouldnt know what would happen. who wouldnt be unhappy about this? well, at least k and g understands. and im grateful. and i wont trust anything u say again because first u lied to me about x then now k n g. so im really sad and disappointed in u..
and i just wana emphasize that i never minded that p used to like k. i mean look at urself. u used to like so many other guys crush on this that .. and... right? and even if p used to like her.. what does it matter? he loves me now and thats what matters. if u think that it matters so much then i think u really have a problem like u need to find a guy who has never fallen in love before in his whole life. and ur the one and only only one that he ever loved.. but again.. maybe he wouldn like u cause u have fallen in love so many times. ..
how could u just say things like that to me on ur blog. its like i dont think u thought it carefully over. you forgot what happened and you just point ur finger at me and say that i was the one who did all those. .. if ur friends are not blind, i hope they do see this post and understand the situation here - like from my side. and not just stand by ur side just cause u guys are friends...
as for vs, yeah i admit that the post on the branded goods were meant to make u angry. i didnt know that u would be so mad. and btw, vs isnt expensive. i never once said that it is and i just like the dresses. i mean most girls do. i dont know y u dont but .. .. anyway yeah i like vs so what? i like a lot of other things too like my computer, my house, the world, the colours and nature etc so many things. are u going to diss them one by one? and i believe that this is my blog. and ohyeah, i just wanted to thank pg for buyin the dresses for me and whats wrong w that. i think this is my blog .. and i have the right to thank him as many times as i want like even up to 10k times. ..
btw this has no link to this matter but someone asked me to tel u that her aunt makes vs bras..
i didnt read ur blog post that vulgar one u were saying about all the time which i didnt know exist till today. so yeah. i didnt really read it anyway. so i guess ur effort is sort of wasted but i guess it helped u vent out a lot of ur anger.
and i just think that u need a little soul searching to find out what is your real problem. cause you keep denying everything. i mean im sure anyone in this world has done something wrong right? i mean i admit my mistakes too like i admit i shudnt have posted my comments after listenin to what u said. i should have confronted k instead and cleared it just to make sure things are alright. and maybe i shudnt have been ur friend at the beginning. this is all my fault. there are other things to that i did wrong too but the point is.. if i did wrong, i would admit.. try to compensate of something .. but you seem to have forgotten? well at least the things u did to me..
well, ur friends shud have figured out by now that u have been denying evtg? either that or u just shed tears for them to see that ur the innocent one? i really dont know. i hope ur friends did went an extra mile to think why does she make such a big fuss about all this like u know same as the last time. Its always a repeat. its like if i didnt say anything, she would just go on and on and on. get it? have u guys ever wondered why is it always like that? For those who dont know about what happened before, i hope that this post will help u understand better.
the thing about appearance, u shudnt have commented on p that way. and about me too. cause honestly, u really needa look in the mirror first..
i didnt keep quiet the last time so that i am trashed at again this time. and i didnt use any vulgarities. even the last time, i just said penis and u said im vulgar. which is sorta weird. i would say that i was quite polite cause i didnt use the word dick. anyway g and k, i hope ur ok w me saying the above since its clear alr. andddd... unlike u.. i didnt use an vulgarities in this post. cause i dont think that it would help. n im not as uncivilised lah.. like involving countries, govt and whatsoever crap. btw, im just saying all these just to let you know that, just because i keep quiet and choose not to voice out, it does not mean that your friends and you can continue to provoke me. I kept quiet because my conscience is clear.
hope u guys get where im coming from.. and there is no point for me to make things up.. because i dont gain anything as i said, i dont want to create further arguments, just want to let you guys know what really is going on and also that my conscience is clear. I am not trying to gain sympathy or anything.. n i dont have split personality and am not pointing my finger at someone else.
i still think that you shouldnt involve pg in this.. unless you want to see him angry..
anyway this post has been editted.. so that it doesnt hurt that much.
Seriously I dont know what is your problem. You deny everything you did. Maybe you have short term memory. Let me refresh you..
Last time when there was a problem in between our clique, u made it such a big deal. not talk to me for a week or more n x did it for u.. came talk to me and all that. and then after that, u werent happy either. u just went on to spread rumours saying im a slut and etc. i didnt even breathe a word about u then. and a gd fren of mine had to talk to u and all that to make u stop. did you remember that you were uncontrollable? u kept talking and talking. kept shedding crocodile tears. saying that i did this all to u. i was the one who spread rumours about you.. but since when? i didnt even say a word okay. and you wrote letters to me and all that. you told me that x hates me doesnt want to talk to me. and then because of that, i didnt dare talk to x. and now, x and i are like shit! and then you come and tell me that it wasnt x who didnt want to talk to me. it was u who didnt had the mood to talk to me. it was u who just made up a reason to make me stay away from x. why did you even do that?! you know x meant so much to me. im grateful for her to take me in when i had no place to stay. now, i cant even thank her parents properly. i cant even go to her house. do you know what u did? cause u were selfish at the moment. and okay i admit im the dumb one who listened to u. i shud have just went to talk to her. and cleared things. but i didnt because i didnt want to hurt x further.
i rmbr u did this all to me but i just put it past me cos i believe that since we are in different classes already, it would be a waste like since we used to be friends and all that. i rmbr texting u to ask u if u wana go to the australian education fair with me. cause ur the only one i know who is close to me and wants to go to australia. and all the times i asked u out but u rejected. and i know that i am at fault for not following up but i really tried very hard to be friends with you again .. but because u have a new bunch of friends, i became no one. and i rmbr the times i talked to you on msn asking you about so many other things like work and school and etc. but all you can rmbr is that i used you to interrogate you bout k? i surely hope that your memory cells arent failing you yet..
and i didnt talk to you just to ask about k you know. you seem to have forgotten that we were talking about ns. the guys were going into army and then so i asked around who is going in soon and you said g so i asked then k gona be very sad loh and all that. so we talked about it. i didnt like purposely ask u like how r they doin or whatsoever did i? n then u told me about the part that k n p were together before and then k didnt want him. so of course i was shocked. how can i not be shocked! from what i know fr the past i mean since p and i are together, all his friends are like telling me that yeah p likes her before. but yeah i can accept it. i mean i can even accept it if they were together before. but what i cannot accept is that what if this spreads out to others and u know p and i have a v tough relationship. the distance takes a toll on us each and every day you know. and u know what happens if this makes us argue? i wouldnt know what would happen. who wouldnt be unhappy about this? well, at least k and g understands. and im grateful. and i wont trust anything u say again because first u lied to me about x then now k n g. so im really sad and disappointed in u..
and i just wana emphasize that i never minded that p used to like k. i mean look at urself. u used to like so many other guys crush on this that .. and... right? and even if p used to like her.. what does it matter? he loves me now and thats what matters. if u think that it matters so much then i think u really have a problem like u need to find a guy who has never fallen in love before in his whole life. and ur the one and only only one that he ever loved.. but again.. maybe he wouldn like u cause u have fallen in love so many times. ..
how could u just say things like that to me on ur blog. its like i dont think u thought it carefully over. you forgot what happened and you just point ur finger at me and say that i was the one who did all those. .. if ur friends are not blind, i hope they do see this post and understand the situation here - like from my side. and not just stand by ur side just cause u guys are friends...
as for vs, yeah i admit that the post on the branded goods were meant to make u angry. i didnt know that u would be so mad. and btw, vs isnt expensive. i never once said that it is and i just like the dresses. i mean most girls do. i dont know y u dont but .. .. anyway yeah i like vs so what? i like a lot of other things too like my computer, my house, the world, the colours and nature etc so many things. are u going to diss them one by one? and i believe that this is my blog. and ohyeah, i just wanted to thank pg for buyin the dresses for me and whats wrong w that. i think this is my blog .. and i have the right to thank him as many times as i want like even up to 10k times. ..
btw this has no link to this matter but someone asked me to tel u that her aunt makes vs bras..
i didnt read ur blog post that vulgar one u were saying about all the time which i didnt know exist till today. so yeah. i didnt really read it anyway. so i guess ur effort is sort of wasted but i guess it helped u vent out a lot of ur anger.
and i just think that u need a little soul searching to find out what is your real problem. cause you keep denying everything. i mean im sure anyone in this world has done something wrong right? i mean i admit my mistakes too like i admit i shudnt have posted my comments after listenin to what u said. i should have confronted k instead and cleared it just to make sure things are alright. and maybe i shudnt have been ur friend at the beginning. this is all my fault. there are other things to that i did wrong too but the point is.. if i did wrong, i would admit.. try to compensate of something .. but you seem to have forgotten? well at least the things u did to me..
well, ur friends shud have figured out by now that u have been denying evtg? either that or u just shed tears for them to see that ur the innocent one? i really dont know. i hope ur friends did went an extra mile to think why does she make such a big fuss about all this like u know same as the last time. Its always a repeat. its like if i didnt say anything, she would just go on and on and on. get it? have u guys ever wondered why is it always like that? For those who dont know about what happened before, i hope that this post will help u understand better.
the thing about appearance, u shudnt have commented on p that way. and about me too. cause honestly, u really needa look in the mirror first..
i didnt keep quiet the last time so that i am trashed at again this time. and i didnt use any vulgarities. even the last time, i just said penis and u said im vulgar. which is sorta weird. i would say that i was quite polite cause i didnt use the word dick. anyway g and k, i hope ur ok w me saying the above since its clear alr. andddd... unlike u.. i didnt use an vulgarities in this post. cause i dont think that it would help. n im not as uncivilised lah.. like involving countries, govt and whatsoever crap. btw, im just saying all these just to let you know that, just because i keep quiet and choose not to voice out, it does not mean that your friends and you can continue to provoke me. I kept quiet because my conscience is clear.
hope u guys get where im coming from.. and there is no point for me to make things up.. because i dont gain anything as i said, i dont want to create further arguments, just want to let you guys know what really is going on and also that my conscience is clear. I am not trying to gain sympathy or anything.. n i dont have split personality and am not pointing my finger at someone else.
i still think that you shouldnt involve pg in this.. unless you want to see him angry..
anyway this post has been editted.. so that it doesnt hurt that much.
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Hello people I feel so good today.. haha. I played sooo much spot the difference. It feels so good plus, got people date me =) but i miss my baby so much.
And I've thought through things and decided to let it go. Cause I know that my life is so much better and will be even better when I let it go. And I don't want to suffer like her. I don't want to be like her. I also do not wish for my life to be like hers'. I believe that Whoever it is up there gave us what we have now because of how we are in life. like you know how much you do good, bad and all that.
There's no point in holding on to this anyway. Even if I had people standing behind me backing me up, I don't gain anything anyway. And I dont crave for such short-term happiness cause it's disgusting. and I am not like you.
And, as for the things you have said about me to other people, I really think that if those people believe you and come and scold me just for what you said or hate me whatsoever, it is up to them and you. I just feel that I know what I did right and wrong. I know who are my true friends.
And no matter how many times you insult me, provoke me, you just have no idea what I can do to you to hurt you and the people around you but I just don't because I am NOT like you.
I had a friend who said to me 'You don't need many friends. You just need a couple of TRUE friends'.. It's been years since I talked to him and I still remember the words he said because he is a very important friend of mine.
Okay that's all I am going to say about the matter.
I feel so good. It just gets better =)
I didn't know BEN got married. OMG! WHY AM I SO OUTDATED.. Can someone fill me in? Who is the girl? I want to see her. And why?! Is it shotgun marriage? hahahhaha I wish i can go to the reunion during CNY 2010!
And I've thought through things and decided to let it go. Cause I know that my life is so much better and will be even better when I let it go. And I don't want to suffer like her. I don't want to be like her. I also do not wish for my life to be like hers'. I believe that Whoever it is up there gave us what we have now because of how we are in life. like you know how much you do good, bad and all that.
There's no point in holding on to this anyway. Even if I had people standing behind me backing me up, I don't gain anything anyway. And I dont crave for such short-term happiness cause it's disgusting. and I am not like you.
And, as for the things you have said about me to other people, I really think that if those people believe you and come and scold me just for what you said or hate me whatsoever, it is up to them and you. I just feel that I know what I did right and wrong. I know who are my true friends.
And no matter how many times you insult me, provoke me, you just have no idea what I can do to you to hurt you and the people around you but I just don't because I am NOT like you.
I had a friend who said to me 'You don't need many friends. You just need a couple of TRUE friends'.. It's been years since I talked to him and I still remember the words he said because he is a very important friend of mine.
Okay that's all I am going to say about the matter.
I feel so good. It just gets better =)
I didn't know BEN got married. OMG! WHY AM I SO OUTDATED.. Can someone fill me in? Who is the girl? I want to see her. And why?! Is it shotgun marriage? hahahhaha I wish i can go to the reunion during CNY 2010!
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